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So after much soul searching & blatant desire on my part to have the decision taken by someone else so I could blame ANYONE else for the conflict inside me about the Japan trip....I call my mom & tell her if she still wants me, I'm willing & wanting to go.
Then she tells me "Okay, I'll ask your grandfather if he wants us to come."
As in she's not even mentioned this as a possibility before this to him.
She's dealing with her own impending grief, and his.
This is *not* all about me and my emotional turmoil.
But...*man*...sometimes, I don't *GET* the women in my family....
Then she tells me "Okay, I'll ask your grandfather if he wants us to come."
As in she's not even mentioned this as a possibility before this to him.
She's dealing with her own impending grief, and his.
This is *not* all about me and my emotional turmoil.
But...*man*...sometimes, I don't *GET* the women in my family....
