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the_nita ([personal profile] the_nita) wrote2009-08-24 02:24 pm
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One of those "I wish I understood how my brain works" moments

I find myself once again listening to the TED talks.

Specifically to the ones where they are talking about making the world better - be it through better understanding how motivational incentives work, a water filter that can create sterile water from the worst crap water out there for less than a penny a day, etc, and I find myself at a personal frustration point.

Because part of me is enthralled that someone out there is doing the research. There are people who are getting the word out and trying to make a difference.

And then I think and (to borrow from a hero) all I think on oppresses me, fills me with indignation at man's murderous ways towards man.

People suck. In general, getting any of us to change our behaviour to appease a greater whole requires a "what's in it for me" moment. Many of the world never even have that moment and don't see a point in the first place.

It is the conundrum of how I think (it is a conundrum for me at least) of why such messages of hope and insight can lead me to such profound sadness for our species.